Babies & Families & Mothers/Fathers Make Me Happy

During the first year of infertility, I remember actually feeling sad about my life when I heard that other friends were pregnant. We're talking......mmm.....maybe I'll cut out of this party early because I can't hide these tears any longer.  Or  - no thank you, I'll just sit this 35th baby shower out.  Or, don't you dare hand me a flower at church to carry around on Mother's Day cause I am